Sunday, November 19, 2006
Chaos and Anarchy
The two things that make life interesting.
Ok, I'm supposed to be writing my thesis, but since I'm bored and having writer's block, let me deal with this issue here since I have the 'spare time'.
Here is the start of all flame wars, and it started when I innocently blogged about my personal honest opinions of certain stuff.
The post is boring, not worth reading, but you guys should read the comments. That post alone has 42 comments (breaking the record on M203 blogs). And the comments, it is so damnit hilarious, even when I am the one involved in the thick of it. It was like a whole forum of bitching to each other. And because of that post, we garnered so many visitor counts. Haha. I think I should write more. And hopefully this post will jump counts too. Woot!
Lemme see, I just don't know where the fuck to start! I'm rolling on the floor laughing as I reread the comments to see which I should tackle first, but they were all so ridiculously funny. And too think, we M203-ians had already forgotten about the post. And suddenly, bamm, 42 comments, which have totally no idea about.
And they dared to excuse me, ME! for running away.
But before that, I'll need to clarify one thing. M203 blog is where we, M203-ians, blog about our lives (fucked up or otherwise) to tell the rest of the M203-ians. So what I posted is what I want to tell my fellow batchmates, and it is my right to do so. This is what we call bitching, and I am 100% sure each and everyone had done it before at least once in your life. The only difference, I'm bitching to my entire batch, instead of one or two friends. Would it have made a difference if I bitched about it verbally instead of penning it down? Verbally would be impossible cause they are all over the world, and the M203 blog is where all of us meet. So technically, that's the best place.
"Sigh... amateurs" - Phantom of the Opera. (I just felt like putting that phrase in. It's so cute)
Now on the main banquet!
1st comment I saw:
"so where is the blog writer comic_crisis? caught fire in her own pants n under crisis now? XD
so as the saying goes...
"if u have nothing to say, just keep your *&^%ing mouth shut cos no one will say that u r mute"
GET IT? unless the devil is controlling your mouth n your speech n oso your dirty vulgar brain"
First of all, how do I catch fire in my own pants. 2ndly, I have things to say. So I won't keep my fucking mouth shut. And 3rdly, I control my own mouth. God and devil has nothing to do with it. What's wrong with the word 'fuck' anyway? It's just a word and it's all fucked up.
And lastly, I don't run away from a fight. This is too fun to run away from.
Ok, next.
"everyone's entitled to have their own opinion and i respect that. but calling people names and getting peeved/pissed over teeny weeny matters which aren't even significant, that's a new low. it just adds to the fact that you guys are still bitter about what happened like A YEAR AGO. gee. move on, man." - coward snobsmenolikey
That coward just contradicted himself front right and center. It's my opinion, calling people names is what I want to do cannot ah. I want to bitch about you being a fucked up asshole to another friend, is it ok, as long as I don't write it down? Cos I dont fucking know you.
And yeah... I'm bitter about it because of some events that happened last year that only the M203-ians knew about... so yes I'm bitter, I hold grudges and I'm a sore loser and I hate losing. But most of all, I hate cowards like you who pass on as 'coward'.
Let's see the next to tackle.
Ah... yes this is the wan I like, especially the first part.
"next time when u graduate as a doctor, are u gonna blog about ur patient saying
"!@#$% this patient, he or she is so bloody rude"
or "!@#$% that old man for being non-compliant"
Are u a cheerleader or not? we noe who u are
we noe that u won lots of art competition and it's pasted everywhere in imu.
if we did copy, please specify which part of the dance
if we did copy, it also means that we are not allowed to do a basket throw... cos u did a basket throw.... by the way
do u noe what a basket throw is?
cos u r not a cheerleader...
wait a minute.... what about u guys copying part of the dance from missy elliot - lose control....
i'm sure miissy elliot must have seen your video and start blogging about m203 too...
why not go and read up at missy elliot's blogspot...." - M204 person no. 2
It's funny how they name each other no. 1, no. 2. Like they don't have a name or something. But anyway, first of all, it think it is a pretty cool idea to rant on my blog about idiotic patients, bcos, hey, it is my blog! I get to throw tantrums in my blog, becos hell, I won't be throwing tantrums in front of the patients. That's the main reason I blog. To rant. So if I blogged about "That fucking idiot who doesn't want to take his medicine yet keep on fuckingly stupidly ask me to extend his life. Stupid betul!", that's my problem, not yours.
When I blog, I know who I blog to, and I meant to tell things when I blog. (Like I blog in M203 blog to tell what I think of you guys to my friends who reads the blog. It just happened you stumbled on it. Your luck.) You want to know if I'm cheerleader, yes I was, before you were even in IMU, kiddo. Mascot somemore. And yes, I know what a basketthrow is because I witnessed my friend nearly died doing it. And yes, if you did a bastketthrow, I will say you copied, because hey, I just like saying it for fun, cannot ah? What's your fucking problem?
And if miss elliot did see the m203 clip and blogged about it, her life, her problem la. The only problem we'll ever have if she comes to sue us. Wait, those she even have a blog? I also wan to see. Oh, I won the art competition by chance. And my pictures weren't judged because they were digital art, so not counted. Wasted right?
"Wow. Some war. Anywayz, i just find it amazing and astounding on the immaturity and childishness of the blogger. It just shows that your sore loser attitude does not reflect you as a senior. M203 rocks, but just grow up." - somebody
There's too many 'somebody's, so not sure if they are the same people. Maybe... because there can only be that many chicken asses out there. Yes, I am immature and childish, and I like myself like tat. So I take that not as an insult.
M203 rocks, true to every word, but only I need to grow up. The rest of my batch are grown up enough.
This one, I have to clarify.
" We have nothing against you but after what u wrote.... we feel that we've just lost our respect for u guys....
what is wrong with you guys?
bla bla bla about missy elliot
i'm not saying u guys suck or whatever.... but i'm just wondering why do u guys hate us so much.... we have nothing against u guys.....
we looked up to u ppl when we were in semester1 ..... and this is how it goes?????
WHATEVER MAN!!!!! so called seniors..." -M204 no. 2.
It is MY post, M203 has nothing to do with it. And we took care of you when you guys were in sem1, and last year, you guys just turned your backs and threw shit at us, and now you want to complain. Go eat shit and die, asshole.
This one, this one!!! The one that Sheena would probably kiss and hug. Haha.
"if u look at around 3 minutes 30 seconds.... daniel is doing some solo cheer followed by a group cheer...
no offence ok but don't u think he has some slurring of the speech?
come on guys... compared to the same cheer that u did in 2004 led By SHEENA TOYAT....
i respect her man.... can hear every single word she shouted....
Wow!!!! big difference man....
listening to her cheer was better.... much better....
u listen to daniel cheer...
WAH LAU EH!!!!!
open his mouth alr "Beh Tahan" ...
why la...
I bet all of IMU spectators jus stood still with the BIG anime SWEAT dropping down from their heads.." - No 2.
I can't believe you actually watched the video just to get the time. Wow.. super dedicated. Even I not that dedicated. About Daniel, you want me to tell him that, or should you tell him? Or let's not tell him at all, hmm?? He'll probably bitch about it, but he won't blast blast like you did, so no worries.
I like this one, this was the one I really want to sit down with and just grin at him.
" yeap im waiting for her to say something too. isn't she the vocal type? debater rite?" - snobsmenolike
Sweet... Actually, I'm not really a vocal type. I haven't been debating for quite some time dee. So I would really like to try it out of him/her, face to face, mano a mano. I'll probably lose tho. Rusty dee.
Oh, and this from somebody, who again somehow supported me... or not?
"we're just stating that why is the blogger saying all this things... i min u guys are not even in IMU CUP 2006, why do all make such a very big fuss about all this thing?M202 didn't make a big issue about IMU CUP 2005, actually they didn't at all... when IMU CUP 2007 comes... we're jus gonna c who's gonna win and just enjoy watching any of the events.... even if they copy.. jus say, hey that's our move right there!!!!"
First of all, did I make a big issue in your IMU Cup??? I only said what you said in the last line: Hey you guys copied us. That's all I said, albeit in my own more elaborative words, in MY batch blog, to My batchmates. No one invited you in to read the post, and you came and buat kacau on your own. I did not throw those words into your face, hell, I don't even fucking know you. So... it is ok for you to say they copied your moves, but it is wrong for me to say that you copied our moves??? I don't get you.
Oh... I'll think I'll tackle this last one.
"1st...all i can say is tht i find it to be beyond belief how ppl can be as immature as the m203s....for me, i find it to be both hillarious n disappointing. hillarious at ur immaturity and disappointed at how something as trivial as some cheerleading moves can get u guys to be all mean n condescending. i believe tht i speak for most of my batch when i say tht whtevr respect we had for u guys has *poof* gone with the wind...
2nd...how dare u question n judge the IMUCup committee for including new events as aprt of the IMUCup. do u knw the reason behind those decisions? do u knw the process tht went on b4 those events were even included? being one of the comm member, i am offended tht u ridicule our decision without knwing exactly wht went on behind the scene. i bet u didnt knw tht we did it diplomatically n tht we thought of every possible reason to support or go against including these events.
SHAME on u for judging us without knowing the hard facts...some drs u'll make"
Sigh... I'm so sick and tired of trying to justify myself bcos there is nothing to justify. But when you start insulting my batch on my BATCH blog, I draw the line. That post, I wrote it. It has nothing to do with my batch. Get that fucking fact straight. And to answer you, you guys questioned and ridiculed OUR decisions last year, so the wheel turns. You guys were badmouthing us last year to everyone, and I am bitching about it to my BATCHMATES. And you guys dare to judge me. Tsk tsk.
Wait, did I judge the committee about including new events? I don't remember so, because I was only talking about cheerleading. Wait, lemme go check.
Oh... the only events I talked about it DOTA, which I thought was pretty cool, cos we tried to implement it last year and couldn't so you guys did, so bravo. And gabunging nurse and sem1 is a good idea, cos at least the sem1 won't be pure underdogs every year.
Ok, I think I've spent too much time here. Half an hour on this whole bullshit. Need to go off soon. Just a few take home messages.
To all Pharmacists, you guys are cool, especially when I get to know you guys personally. And I never said you guys sucked. Among all teams, you were only the serious contender that we were afraid for in cheerleading. So... feel free to come and flame here too. Cheers!
To M204s, I have frens in M2/04 (or maybe not... haha), and I know you guys can be really nice. I meant no hard feelings when I blogged about you guys. But my opinions are my opinions. Go bitch your own retorts in your own blog or to the mirror or to whoever who wants to listens. And don't proclaim your judgement over us on OUR blog. Do it in your blog. Judge us for all you want. I don't care. We don't care. I am not the only one judging you guys. Everyone else is, except only I BLOGGED about it. So deal with it. And when you do comment here, pls write your name, I don't want to be communicating with numbers. I have enough of it in stats.
To all other IMU juniors/seniors alike: Welcome to my blog. I am a bitter loser who hates losing to those who did not deserve it, and I can be gracious loser if you don't rub it in my face. And seniors who know me: Well, guess you did not know me well enough (but some of you may know that I hold on to grudges like a drowning man holds on to a lifeline).
To my batchmates: I'm sorry for the chaos I caused in the blog and the 'disrespect' you have to endure. That's all I'm sorry about.
To other readers: Just comment. I have nothing much to say to you guys in this post. Haha.
M203 bloggers blog in M203 blogs to tell M203-ians their own personal opinions about things in their lives. And this cheerleading may not be part of my life, but I witnessed it, so I just type what I witnessed. Offended? Your problem, just don't drag it over my batchmates. Deal it with me.
Wanting of an apology? I would have apologise for being so critical and foul-mouth (roll-eyes), I would have apologise for calling you guys copycats (as you would have called us copycats and other names among yourselves), I would have apologise... but now, when I have justified myself, I don't think so.
Do you beg forgiveness after bitching to your friend about something? No? So should I? You guys tell me.
I don't have an attitude problem,
You have a preception problem.
I don't regret the decision I made that day. Even now.
But...my heart still aches. I..I want to follow my heart.
Whether it is right or wrong will be judged by history.
- Pahn, Suikoden
