The Road through my Fucked Up Life.

Road paved on 9:34 AM |

Will you ride with me?

We stand at the edge of tomorrow,
Beyond of which our freedom lies,
We stand as a batch, united as one,
Together we fight, as one we rise.

My men, the time has finally come again, the time when the blood in our veins boils. The Enemy we fight is a dangerous one, more dangerous than any battles you have fought before. They come like the wind, bearing arms that we cannot match, with men that outnumbers ours.

But we have one thing that they will never have. We have the spirit, the spirit that will never be conquered. We have fought together for so long, in so many battles; we are not just general and soldiers, we are not just comrades nor friends, we are blood bond brothers. The same blood rushes through our veins, the same spirit fills our souls.

My brothers, you have always fought for the batch, bearing the banner of M2/03 to battle and rising victorious for the batch. But in this battle, not only the banner of M2/03 you bear, but the rights of your own destiny, the rights to choose the paths before you and to the freedom you seek at the end of the path. This is the final battle, this is the last time I will ever fight with my brothers again before we ride off on our different paths.

So will you still ride with me? Will you give me the pride of leading you to victory? The Enemy is at our doorstep, it knocks on our door. Will you hide under your beds like cowards, or will you open the door and fight? We stand at the barricade of freedom, guarded by the hell of EoS. This is where we define who we really are. What price will you pay to cross that barricade? Will you take your place with me? Feel your heart, does it echoes the beating of the battledrums?

Hark, the horn has sounded,the day is breaking. My fellow brothers, remember this day from years to come, remember the day we rose to meet the wave of our Enemy, remember this day, this battle. Remember that you are own man, but the spirit of our brotherhood flows through all of us.

My brothers, to battle! To me! We ride!

Remember:
Even fate will open its doors to willpower.
Please be brave.
- Sana, FlameChampHdaway (Serenia), Suikoden III

We passed by on 9:34 AM |

Road paved on 12:17 AM |

The Night Before EoS.

Twas the night before EoS, when all through the house
Not a creature was stirring, not even ME, who is supposed to be studying and not blogging!!!

This is bad... It's one more day before EoS and I'm not panicking what so ever.

Bob (mentee): So how are you, Mentor?
Me: I'm cool.
Rashidah: You mean you are not panicking or anything?
Me: I'm cool, serious.
Bob: This is so cool. My mentor is cool.
Me: (laugh). What is there to worry?

Yup, that's me. Richard is going all ga-ga and panicking over the minutest details and he would be always ranting about failing the exam and all.

Puh---lease. if he fails, I get a Ungraded. The only way he can fail is if he doesn't come for the papers.

And while I just continue with my daily life. An old friend came over today and we had a great time on the PS2. Barely studied and still I'm cool. There's something wrong with me ain't it? I'm just leaving it up to God. I can't stand studying anything any longer. The more I study, the more dumb I become. Sheesh. I'll probably just burn my notes on a sacrificial altar tonight. Haha.

I used to remember my teacher telling me to burn the notes, mix the ashes in water and drink it. Come to think of it now, it will only cause us to have stomach cancer, with all that carbon and all.

Do you guys still remember Doraemon. There used to be a bread where you stamp with your books and eat the bread and whatever you stamped on the bread will be remembered. Cool right? Or it will be really cool to have the ability to absorbed data through osmosis. Use Papa Patho as a pillow and all facts will osmosised into your brain. Damn, wish it was that easy. Too bad must use active transport. Shit.

I should be studying this past few weeks, but my brain seemed not to be able to connect and form proper data storage. Everything I drink everyday will be micturated out every night and I have to repeat the whole process again. What's the fucking use????

I rather be reading story books and watching anime. Fell in love with an anime I found: Maria-sama ga Miteru (translated as St. Mary is Watching). Will tell you all about it after exams, no?

Shit, I should be studying!!! Why am I blogging?!!! Here is a look on how we medical students study anatomy. Bleah... hate studying. Hate studying.

The guys and I found this picture of an ectopic pregnancy. Looks grossed.

Scary right? Looks like my little sister's drawing.

Things to look forward to after FOUR days of pure torture!!!
1. The Chronicles of Narnia.
2. Perhaps Love
3. King Kong
4. The Constant Gardener.
5. PSP!! (Hell, I'm getting it on Thursday!!!)
6. Games!!!
7. Animes!!!
8. NO MORE EXAMS!!!!

Ok.. Richard's here to fetch me back to IMU for tomorrow's exam. Prayer meet at 8 in the morning. Really need all the prayer in the world, hint hint. God, don't forsake me now.

Twas the night before EoS, when all through the house
Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse.

DUCK!!
Ha, that cracks me up every time.
- Lizard at Duck Village, Suikoden III

We passed by on 12:17 AM |