Monday, May 24, 2004

Road paved on 4:13 PM |

The Start of Studying for Summative 2.

Day 4 of my Blogging Life.

I've been juggling with some HTMLs of this blog, made some changes, yet the changes are subtle. Sorry, Yee Pei, linked you earlier, but got copied over by Sheena's link. My bad, my bad.
I noticed many passengers on board the bus for the journey through my F**ked Up Life. Is it that interesting? But don't look me wrong, i am grateful for you all taking your time to leave a stain on my rug of life. Sounds bad, but actually its a cool quote.

Going to be brief. Today I officially start studying for Sum2 which is at the end of this week. I know, it's late, but better late than never. But then, I have Richard as my tutor who got me memorising all the classes/groups of viruses and the viruses in less than 30mins and with me reading a manga. Is he a good tutor or not?

It's confirmed. My poor file has gone missing, along with my lecture notes, my notes of the upcoming book, and the receipts for the IVF stuffs. Yao Peh is gonna kill me, but then I don't have to come up with proof stating why so much money allocated for useless stuffs. RM80 for a small banner, RM240 for prizes... Sheena, you get what I'm trying to say right? I bet the future treasurer does too.

I was talking with a friend just now who asked me a very interesting question. He asked me to show him my inner self that someone as bragged about. That led to many questions like "I actually have an inner self? Wow!" and "You want to see my inner self, as in underneath my clothes?" but that's beside the point.The conversation didnot go deeper than my clothes. Then he said that the someone said that I have a nice inner self that is nicer than my outer self. That sent me into a coughing fit which ended with me choking.

Me nice? Erm, since when?

I would like to post this question to all of you passengers on the bus: Can you help me describe my outer self? As in my superficial outer shell? And do you guys believe i have a nicer self? I mean, outside, I'm already so nice... can I be anymore nicer?
I won't term myself as caring and nice, but the someone insists i am. This is the first time I receive such a compliment, so I do not know where to feel glad or insulted. Hehehe...Enlighten me.

I've got to go. This painful to have Richard pulling at my ear to demand that I study. So adios...
And with another quote for you guys to ponder:
Life fears death,
but lives only to die.

It starts with anxiety.
Anxiety becomes fear.
Fear leads to anger...
anger leads to hate...
hate leads to suffering...

The only cure for this fear
is total destruction.